Painting finished!

Well it's fair to say i am very much the happy bea :)

I'm not too sure why... something bad will happen soon.

I love my best friend because she sends my emails and makes me smile and she's the only one reading this :D

I fiished a painting properly and then i fell over and almost put my knee through it, bad times but i laughed at myself for longer than was sane.

Here is a photo of it without flash but with atrificial light from my above-left. It's got the knee dent in the top right corner of it but it's painted black so you can't really see it through this photo.

And LOOK at my fantastically smooth white wall that i painted all by myself :D the rest of my room remains stripes of blue mind that really needs to be redone or painted over as it's about 4 years old now.

And HERE you can see the knee dent (top right), you also have an insight into the tidy corber i work in :

So yes this is my fiished painting and i already have an idea for my next one, as i did't pick what to paint here, my mum wanted soething suitable for the lounge so i gave her a selection of nice things and she discarded them all and asked for a painting of a flower she grew in the garden all by herself.

Fair to say i took my artistic license and turned the baby pink bloom into an exxaggerated shadows with no fresh grass but gothic darkness BECAUSE I CAN.

So there we have it :)

I nearly fainted at work today! I havnt been eating very well, not in the sense of i haven't been eating a lot because i have, I have been eating a lot of junk food. My sugar levels are so screwed. I used to eat roughly five chocolate bars a day and that gave me huge sugar highs and i loved it and got a little bit addicted but they would also give me sugar lows. Fourish years of that kind of diet played havoc, made my heart go a bit divvy, made my sugar lows even more extreme and lead to me passing out or at least feeling extremely down.

I've been quite good since i finished college but now i seem to be getting back into it but my bodys reacted quicker and it really isn't good. To recover i had to sit down and down a can of coke whilst shoving the chocolates you get with coffees down my throat - it helps in the short run and when i get home i have to fill up on carbs which help my body maintain some sort of balance,

PHWOAR :) i got to go home early as well because of my bad sugar levels so I'm now off to the library, laters.

xxxx